Planning go back to hometown

Actually, this weekend I am planning to go back to my sweet hometown in Penang, but someone in my hometown has blocked me to go back.

She is an important person in my life. She doesn't want me to go back, so how? I am very miss my hometown, especially her. She says I am so busy in my work, she don't need me to go back, wasting my time and money. Perhaps, she also very angry because I do forget to everyday update her with my current condition.

Everyday I do have to work for extra time in the site, even though at night, I also have to go to site. I try to learn everything I can in my work.

So I am very confuse now, whether I wan to go back to hometown or not. Very confuse, how.....